I've been away for a few days. It feels good to be back writing. My body image has been pretty bad recently, I'm going to be starting my job about 10 pounds heavier than I ended the last one which i'm not very pleased with. I think where I am at the moment I'm eating out of boredom a little, living to eat rather than the other way round. I'm not sure what I can do to change my position so its not the case. I feel a bit helpless but I also know that's a bit pathetic and you can always effect your own environment. So what is it that's currently stopping me from pulling my finger out? I'm not sure. But that's what I want to think about for the time being. I could start the CD and do it for a few weeks. It would be tricky, I've got a few things coming up. Or I could exercise more. I should really do something.