I couldn't get to sleep last night, also had problems sleeping the night before. I've been researching a few things that really interest me recently, last night it was cat breeds. I adore cats and as soon as me and the man are living in a house of our own and life is a bit more stable then i'll be getting kittens instantly. I'm not sure whether one or two yet. Anyway, it had never occured to me to get a particular breed or whatever, but I was looking into it last night on the web and it's a pretty fascinating world (if you're into cats anyway). I think I'd like a Somali or a Pixie-Bob, based on personality characteristics and looks and their needs. It makes me really excited thinking about it. which brings me onto the the other thing I've been thinking recently (like in the last 24 hours), which might not sound particularly earth-shattering but in terms of why I started this blog (to figure out what direction I wanted my life to go in next) I guess it means something. Anyway, I've been thinking that just having a little house of our own (me and the man), a bit of stability (i.e. being together all the time, me not jetting off places all the time), getting some kittens/kitten (not decided yet), and me having a more regular job than I do at present but one that I enjoy, and just seeing family and friends and enjoying life, would be pretty sweet. Like I said, nothing monumental but for where I am at the moment (living all ovr the globe, commitment phobic and unsure about what career I want in the long term) it feels like a nice, stable but exciting aim. So that's cool. I've also been feeling more stable about the idea of getting married. Or at least getting engaged and going from there. So watch this space, it could happen.

It nearly did today actually. It nearly popped out. But we had a bit of a fight earlier which is extremely rare for us so that kinda made me back off in case it seemed like I was saying that to patch up the fight. Even though it wasn't massive. But marriage is and I didn't want the two to clash.

Kerala. India. I've had a trip all planned out in my, and researhced, for a few years now, but just haven't gotten around to it but I think this year might be the year. That was making me pretty excited last night too. No wonder I oouldn't sleep. Even though the oral sex was amazing. But, yeah, so my big trip should hopefully happen in November/December this year. I'm not sure who I want to ask along - I have 2 girlfriends in mind so I'll chat to one of them when I see them this weekend. I think 3 would be afunny number though. Hopefully the man'll join me for a week or two depending on his work commitments. I want to do my christmas shopping out there.